happY new yEar everyOne!

happy new yeAr
あけまして、おめでとうございます
sElamat thn baru!!

welcome 2008!
semoge tahun baru ini mendatangkan lebey banyak kenangan
tak kire MANIS, PAHIT, yg sukar dlupakan, yg menyakitkan ati..
they are still memories..
kenangan yg leh mengajar kite lebey matang (maybe..hihi)
n memories always remain forever ^_^v

wahhh, hepinyehhh saye~
salah satu sbbnye...
kerna そろそろ nak cuti daaaa~~
(walaupo0n 5 ari cuti, sy tetap suke)
sbb lagiii satuuu..
bile dapat tau......
'pakcik' ade interview keje kat KL..
bermaksud, sy maybe tak berjauhan ngan die bile balik mesia nnt..
yea yea..hehehehehehehe..
(suke sowang2..ngeh ngeh!)
jOm countdown balik! 15 months to go!
bykkkk sebab knape sy hepi..
sy po0o0on tak reti nk describe in words..
tp yg pasti, SY HEPI!!

2008...tarikh paling best 08.08.08
8hb 8 2008..
ape ekk nak wat arini?
wat bodo ke watkan ia jadik ari bersejarah?
hahahahahaha
(klu leh nak jadikan tarikh tunang..)
でもまだまだ遠いんだぁぁ～
haha..weng sat kat ken9 nie..
da laa tgh demam panas
ngan selsema lagik..
aduhaiii~!

oh ye, ini adalah entry last tuk tahun nie..
pas ni da taleh online da
kerna kom sy rosak..
mcm2 daaaaa~

nway wish me a very very happy holiday ehh!
n hepi holiday to all!!
Bye bye 2007
n welcoMe 2008!

OH TEKANAN PERASAAN

aaaaaaaaaa geramnyeeee!!
nak tau kenapa?
sbb da sethn lebey ade org miskol
Withheld (非通知設定)
ade potensi dr japan n jua dr mesia
every once in a month dr last year,2006
plak tu, biase nye ORG WITHHELD nie
miskol around 20~30hb every month
miskol around malam2
sekali je ringing
tu po0n kadang2 tak perasan
memule tu igtkan ade org saje2 maen2
tp ni da SETAHUN okkk!
atau lebey tepat SETHN 4 BULAN!!

biler pk2...
NGERI TUL org withheld nie..
coz die TAK PENAH LUPE langsung nak miskol
ade skali tu, sy igtkan die da lupe sbb da 30hb
tup2 malam tu die miskol..
bln lepas n bln ni, die miskol 20hb
wahhhhh mengerikannn!!

Dulu mase ngan shahida, slalu cite kat die
but shahida kate, kejap je tu..
tapi skang nie da SETAHUN!!
tak penat ke org tu nak miskol2 saye?
nak call, call je laaa..
malu2 plak nak call..(hahaha)
saye mengalami TEKANAN PERASAAN tau bile trime WITHHELD nie

aduhai si org WITHHELD!!
SUDAH2 MISKOL2 niE!!

This life

There are too many reason why we are still alive..
1st of all, of course, we are still alive because of Allah's permission..
We are still alive because we have ours family's support..
We are still alive because we have ours bestfriend's support..
We are still alive because we have ours friend's support..

We are still alive because we have Allah, ours family, ours bestfriends, and ours friend.

But what will happen if we lose one of the reasons?

For me, the most important reason that I'm still alive is because of Allah..
Because of I believe in Allah, I'm still alive until now..
Because of I believe in Allah, I know if anything bad is going on, I can count on Him..
Because of I believe in Allah, I know eventhough life is hard for me today, there are others having a hard time too..
Because of I believe in Allah, I know even though I live far away from my family, I can survive under His blessing..

And everyday when I wake up in the morning,
I'm thankful to Allah because give me the chances to live..
The chances to improve myself..
The chances to make me near to Him..
The chances to make my family happy..
The chances to make my family proud..

Of course, I will not be alive if I lose Him..(nauzubillah!)

Beside that, I know I'm still alive because of my family with Allah's permission..
I can face hard times because of the supports they give me..
I can face everything because I know they always be with me,
whenever I need them..
I can be far away from them because I know,
They never stop praying for me..

And my life is nearly complete because of Him and my family..

This life also will never be hard for us if we have bestfriends and friends..
(Eventhough sometimes some of our friends make our life harder..)
I do need my bestfriends all the times..
They are the one who always make me smile even when I cry..
They are the one who I can count on if I have hard times..
They are the one who always there for me anytime (when I'm happy or not)..
They are the one who I can share everything..
They are the one who can lend me their shoulder when I want to cry..
They are the one who can hug me when I need it so much..
I can't imagine if I lose my bestfriend..
(Thanks to Allah for making them alive too..)

And how about friends??

I guess everyone in this world do need a friend..
Just imagine yourself without your friends around..
But I know, even though I lose some of them,
I will survive....
And I know, even though some of them are walking away from me,
There are always someone walks to me too...
And I also know, if there is a good-bye in friendship,
there is also a new meeting..
(But I always pray so that there is no good bye for me)

Life is about learning to live with peoples around us..
Life is about learning to accept peoples around us..
Life is about learning to accept other's weakness..
Life is about learning to improve ourselves..
Life is about learning to accept the imperfectness of yourself..
Life is about learning to forgive and forget..
Life is about learning everything...

And just some notes for you...

Don't ever leave someone just because of their imperfectness!!
Because you are not perfect at all....
(in fact, you CAN'T be perfect..)
Don't simply judge people around you..
(coz you don't have the right anyway)

If you leave your friends alone..
Trust me, someone will leave you to0...

And last but not least...
I'm still alive because I believe in Allah..
I'm still alive because I have my family..
I'm still alive because I have my bestfriends..
I'm still alive because I have my friends..

Without YOU(whoever makes my life harder), I'm still alive!!

(ape mimpi tulis lam english daa..hehehe..)

homesick homesick homesick

sy homesick!!

sy homesick!!

sy homesick!!

sy homesick!!

sy homesick!!

siyes sy rindu family saye daaa...
da 2mg family kat Japan..
so bile mereka2 balik, sungguh laa teramat rase 寂しい...
rs sunyi je umah...
balik bukak tv kuat2 po0on rase 寂しい..sedeyh!!
then bile igt2 balik, rase rindu pade mereka..
bile my family ckp, 'thanks a lot'..sy rase sedeyh!
biler sy salam ngan mama sy, sy hampir2 menanges..
mama cium pipi sy berkali2 menyebabkan sy menanges..
(but cover sbb depan adik beradik)
biler mereka masuk ke balai perlepasan, sy menanges lagi..
biler mereka melambai dr jauh, makin deras air mata sy..
sy po0n cepat2 lari dr airport..
duk kat service area dekat2 ngan airport 2jam lebey...
kononnye nak tgk flight mereka berlepas..
otak blank, air mate taleh nak stop berhenti
smp aa sy terlelap..
bgn2 je, trus sy drive balik..
yappa, sowang2 wat sy sedeyh +_+
perjalanan balik yg supposedly 1jam lebey jadik makin panjang
airmate deras je mengalir sepanjang perjalanan..
otak blank, taleh nak berpk..
smp sy drive g yokohama...
blur knape sy ade kat sini..
last2 baru tersedar yg sy tersesat..
then smp umah around kol 3..
fae call...makin teruk sy menanges..
masuk2 umah..tempat kasut da kosong..
umah sy da tade beg banyak2..
umah sy da tade baju banyak2 bergantungan da..
umah sy sunyi giler..
br sy sedar, umah sy nie luas rupenye..
tak thn duk umah lame2, sy larik umah fae..
pastu g ebina coz anta kete..
mata sy da sakit,n sungguh penat akibat nanges non-stop..
balik2 je sy trus tdo..tammo berpk n tanak berpk..

tapiiii...arini sy igt lagik...
biler pagi tadi cik hana call sy, sy menanges lagik..
smp tulis2 mende ni po0n sy menanges..
(walaupo0n kne cover2 sbb kat ken9 skang nie..)
aaaaa..tekanan perasaan sungguh!!