hEpi hEpi holiday ^_^

arini berakhirlaa cuti new year saye +_+

kemalasan yg teramat sungguh tuk g U esok..
setelah 9ari ari cuti (cuti 2ari tanpe kebenaran..haha)

ape yg sy wat mase cuti?
wahh..giler cuti sy kali nie..
stat from 29hb..out wit lina, heed, irfan n faisal..
g shibuya tuk g makan2 @tabehoudai(buffet) sweet paradise..
bykkk gilerrrr kek..
seronok gile makan smp da xlarat makan..
then sy n lina lepak @shibuya smp shuuden(last train)
30hb plak, just rehat2 kat umah..

n new year eve?? huhu..
org laen duk smbt kat tpt luar..
sy g machida lepak2 ngan ohleen, majoko n kak iE
kami countdown(?) ngan makanan wo0o0..
da laaa makan malam, ikan talapia masak merah..
sedap wo0o0o0 cik majoko masak..
rugi rugi sape tak rase ^_^
tgh2 malam makan laei??
hahaha..tape..new year skali sethn =P
best giler makan2 buah2an yg byk tgh2 malam..
nyum nyum~!

new year plak?? (1hb Jan 08)
g soppin @outlet gotenba, shizuoka
walaupo0n agak kefrustan sbb xsmpt aim fukubukuro..
tp sy bersoppin jek..
n beg idaman da ade lam pegangan tangan..
plus seluar and sweater GAP..
yippeee~! but kami tak soppin kat situ jek..
blk dr gotenba, trus g Jusco hAdano..
sOppin baju lagi n lagi..
+ blikan baju2 tuk family, bli beg tuk si comel cousin2 sy..
mlm tu plak, g maen bowling..
satu ari suntuk mmg penuh ngan xtvt..

2hb Jan 08..
soppin kat outlet minami osawa plak..
g wit fida, aeyo ngan omoitachi but balik ngan ohlEen, majoKo n kak iE..
arini po0n sy soppin tak hengat duit..
adekah salah satu petanda sy tgh mereleasekan tensen??
(言い訳だけだね～！)
aaaa tak kire..soppin soppin slagi ade mase..++ curik gamba dr blog cik majoko ++
pas sOppin, g makan..
pas makan, makan eskem plak..
hahaha..azam new year --> makan byk! =P

3hb Jan 08..
g yOkohamA..hisashiburi ni jupe membe2 sy..
sempat mengusha barang2..huhu..
jalan2 makan sushi, tangkap gamba..
(sy mmg semangat tangkap gamba nie)spt biase, lepak smp mlm..
makan @tabehoudai italian food (lupe plak name die..)tpt yg slalu che suE susume(promote) tuk makan..
pas makan, sarah balik umah skali bersama sy..

4hb Jan 08..
bermalasan d umah..hahaha
penat woo0o0 straight 3ari kuar jek..
(wlpon xtbt sbnrnye kuar ngan membe lab..but sbb xdpt mel, sy anggap tak jadik..skali dorg call,ty mane saye..zannen desu..sbbkn amik mase sejam nak g tpt dorg, sy kansel kuar ngan derang)
but sbb nak tgk wayang cite AVP2 + bli adiah tuk anak senpai,
sy n sarah po0n kuar g ebina..
sempat laei kami bersoppin..
arini kuar duit..arini gak duit abes...
betape weng nyee sy bersoppin ^_^v
pas soppin, kami po0on tgk wayang..

5hb jAn 08..
besday party d umah senpai, kak yin..
emmir punye besday (2hb 1) and kak shiela nye besday (7hb 1)
belated n akan datang..
sy ngan sarah makan tak hengatnyee aaa..
da laa byk makanan2 nyee..
nyummy~
sonok sbb dapat jupe budak2 kecik..
sonok maen ngan baby aidil..

6hb jAn 08..
sy d umah..tgh type mende nie..
arini ari cuti sy..mahu wat kokoro jyunbi..
b4 stat school yg bz pasni..
agaknye bile tahnye nak enjoy2 camnie lagik++ result dr soppin 4ari..haha ++

nway..slamat bermula ken9, keje wahai kawan2 sy sekalian
頑張りましょう！！後３ヶ月で後期もう終わるよ～

2008..
semoge tahun nie tahun yg laei baek dr thn2 lepas..
n smoge thn nie sy leh balik mesia..(amEen!!)
(memandangkan potensi balik haru n natsu tiade +_+)

happY new yEar everyOne!

happy new yeAr
あけまして、おめでとうございます
sElamat thn baru!!

welcome 2008!
semoge tahun baru ini mendatangkan lebey banyak kenangan
tak kire MANIS, PAHIT, yg sukar dlupakan, yg menyakitkan ati..
they are still memories..
kenangan yg leh mengajar kite lebey matang (maybe..hihi)
n memories always remain forever ^_^v

wahhh, hepinyehhh saye~
salah satu sbbnye...
kerna そろそろ nak cuti daaaa~~
(walaupo0n 5 ari cuti, sy tetap suke)
sbb lagiii satuuu..
bile dapat tau......
'pakcik' ade interview keje kat KL..
bermaksud, sy maybe tak berjauhan ngan die bile balik mesia nnt..
yea yea..hehehehehehehe..
(suke sowang2..ngeh ngeh!)
jOm countdown balik! 15 months to go!
bykkkk sebab knape sy hepi..
sy po0o0on tak reti nk describe in words..
tp yg pasti, SY HEPI!!

2008...tarikh paling best 08.08.08
8hb 8 2008..
ape ekk nak wat arini?
wat bodo ke watkan ia jadik ari bersejarah?
hahahahahaha
(klu leh nak jadikan tarikh tunang..)
でもまだまだ遠いんだぁぁ～
haha..weng sat kat ken9 nie..
da laa tgh demam panas
ngan selsema lagik..
aduhaiii~!

oh ye, ini adalah entry last tuk tahun nie..
pas ni da taleh online da
kerna kom sy rosak..
mcm2 daaaaa~

nway wish me a very very happy holiday ehh!
n hepi holiday to all!!
Bye bye 2007
n welcoMe 2008!

OH TEKANAN PERASAAN

aaaaaaaaaa geramnyeeee!!
nak tau kenapa?
sbb da sethn lebey ade org miskol
Withheld (非通知設定)
ade potensi dr japan n jua dr mesia
every once in a month dr last year,2006
plak tu, biase nye ORG WITHHELD nie
miskol around 20~30hb every month
miskol around malam2
sekali je ringing
tu po0n kadang2 tak perasan
memule tu igtkan ade org saje2 maen2
tp ni da SETAHUN okkk!
atau lebey tepat SETHN 4 BULAN!!

biler pk2...
NGERI TUL org withheld nie..
coz die TAK PENAH LUPE langsung nak miskol
ade skali tu, sy igtkan die da lupe sbb da 30hb
tup2 malam tu die miskol..
bln lepas n bln ni, die miskol 20hb
wahhhhh mengerikannn!!

Dulu mase ngan shahida, slalu cite kat die
but shahida kate, kejap je tu..
tapi skang nie da SETAHUN!!
tak penat ke org tu nak miskol2 saye?
nak call, call je laaa..
malu2 plak nak call..(hahaha)
saye mengalami TEKANAN PERASAAN tau bile trime WITHHELD nie

aduhai si org WITHHELD!!
SUDAH2 MISKOL2 niE!!

This life

There are too many reason why we are still alive..
1st of all, of course, we are still alive because of Allah's permission..
We are still alive because we have ours family's support..
We are still alive because we have ours bestfriend's support..
We are still alive because we have ours friend's support..

We are still alive because we have Allah, ours family, ours bestfriends, and ours friend.

But what will happen if we lose one of the reasons?

For me, the most important reason that I'm still alive is because of Allah..
Because of I believe in Allah, I'm still alive until now..
Because of I believe in Allah, I know if anything bad is going on, I can count on Him..
Because of I believe in Allah, I know eventhough life is hard for me today, there are others having a hard time too..
Because of I believe in Allah, I know even though I live far away from my family, I can survive under His blessing..

And everyday when I wake up in the morning,
I'm thankful to Allah because give me the chances to live..
The chances to improve myself..
The chances to make me near to Him..
The chances to make my family happy..
The chances to make my family proud..

Of course, I will not be alive if I lose Him..(nauzubillah!)

Beside that, I know I'm still alive because of my family with Allah's permission..
I can face hard times because of the supports they give me..
I can face everything because I know they always be with me,
whenever I need them..
I can be far away from them because I know,
They never stop praying for me..

And my life is nearly complete because of Him and my family..

This life also will never be hard for us if we have bestfriends and friends..
(Eventhough sometimes some of our friends make our life harder..)
I do need my bestfriends all the times..
They are the one who always make me smile even when I cry..
They are the one who I can count on if I have hard times..
They are the one who always there for me anytime (when I'm happy or not)..
They are the one who I can share everything..
They are the one who can lend me their shoulder when I want to cry..
They are the one who can hug me when I need it so much..
I can't imagine if I lose my bestfriend..
(Thanks to Allah for making them alive too..)

And how about friends??

I guess everyone in this world do need a friend..
Just imagine yourself without your friends around..
But I know, even though I lose some of them,
I will survive....
And I know, even though some of them are walking away from me,
There are always someone walks to me too...
And I also know, if there is a good-bye in friendship,
there is also a new meeting..
(But I always pray so that there is no good bye for me)

Life is about learning to live with peoples around us..
Life is about learning to accept peoples around us..
Life is about learning to accept other's weakness..
Life is about learning to improve ourselves..
Life is about learning to accept the imperfectness of yourself..
Life is about learning to forgive and forget..
Life is about learning everything...

And just some notes for you...

Don't ever leave someone just because of their imperfectness!!
Because you are not perfect at all....
(in fact, you CAN'T be perfect..)
Don't simply judge people around you..
(coz you don't have the right anyway)

If you leave your friends alone..
Trust me, someone will leave you to0...

And last but not least...
I'm still alive because I believe in Allah..
I'm still alive because I have my family..
I'm still alive because I have my bestfriends..
I'm still alive because I have my friends..

Without YOU(whoever makes my life harder), I'm still alive!!

(ape mimpi tulis lam english daa..hehehe..)

homesick homesick homesick

sy homesick!!

sy homesick!!

sy homesick!!

sy homesick!!

sy homesick!!

siyes sy rindu family saye daaa...
da 2mg family kat Japan..
so bile mereka2 balik, sungguh laa teramat rase 寂しい...
rs sunyi je umah...
balik bukak tv kuat2 po0on rase 寂しい..sedeyh!!
then bile igt2 balik, rase rindu pade mereka..
bile my family ckp, 'thanks a lot'..sy rase sedeyh!
biler sy salam ngan mama sy, sy hampir2 menanges..
mama cium pipi sy berkali2 menyebabkan sy menanges..
(but cover sbb depan adik beradik)
biler mereka masuk ke balai perlepasan, sy menanges lagi..
biler mereka melambai dr jauh, makin deras air mata sy..
sy po0n cepat2 lari dr airport..
duk kat service area dekat2 ngan airport 2jam lebey...
kononnye nak tgk flight mereka berlepas..
otak blank, air mate taleh nak stop berhenti
smp aa sy terlelap..
bgn2 je, trus sy drive balik..
yappa, sowang2 wat sy sedeyh +_+
perjalanan balik yg supposedly 1jam lebey jadik makin panjang
airmate deras je mengalir sepanjang perjalanan..
otak blank, taleh nak berpk..
smp sy drive g yokohama...
blur knape sy ade kat sini..
last2 baru tersedar yg sy tersesat..
then smp umah around kol 3..
fae call...makin teruk sy menanges..
masuk2 umah..tempat kasut da kosong..
umah sy da tade beg banyak2..
umah sy da tade baju banyak2 bergantungan da..
umah sy sunyi giler..
br sy sedar, umah sy nie luas rupenye..
tak thn duk umah lame2, sy larik umah fae..
pastu g ebina coz anta kete..
mata sy da sakit,n sungguh penat akibat nanges non-stop..
balik2 je sy trus tdo..tammo berpk n tanak berpk..

tapiiii...arini sy igt lagik...
biler pagi tadi cik hana call sy, sy menanges lagik..
smp tulis2 mende ni po0n sy menanges..
(walaupo0n kne cover2 sbb kat ken9 skang nie..)
aaaaa..tekanan perasaan sungguh!!

THEshortestBUTyetTHEsweetestMEMORIESever~!

kepulangan sy ke m'sia selame seminggu cukup meninggalkan pelbagai kenangan yg sungguh best n tak dpt dilupakan..sebenarnya tujuan utama pulang ke m'sia adalah menghadiri symposium yg diadakan di seri pacific KL selama 4 ari start selasa, 12hb 11.. makan free, tdo hotel 4 star (ke 5 star? tahlaa..kurang pasti), with membe2 yg same2 join, tambah lagi ditemani oleh my beloved cousin dan deela..mmg byk menda yg best waktu symposium ini walaupo0n sy taleh jawab soalan mase presentation..(da agak daa...sensei po0n kate soalan yg dtanye tu semua susah2..) lepas habis presentation,my uncle and my big bro fetch kat hotel, n because my lecturer ajak dinner, so pergilah kami berdinner somewhere far away from hotel..then after dinner, my uncle dgn baik atinyee bawak kami jalan2 menikmati keindahan malam d KL..(walaupo0n keyabaian lambat balik ke seremban..) after anta sensei balik hotel, kami po0n pulang n sbb kepenatan yg teramat, sy tertdo lam kereta all da way back to seremban..

• menu banquet MJISAT.. kekenyangan btul..

• me, deela, yin, n hana di bilik den..nk mkn satay yg parents den bawak~~
  

next day(khamis), g balik KL tuk bawak sensei jalan2..ditemani oleh my big bro (seb baek die rajin je melayan kerenah adiknye nie..), kami po0n g kl tower, klcc n jua CM tuk bli souveniers.. Rupe2nye my big bro tu tak penah naek kl tower..die lg eksaited dr sensei sy..haha ^_^v then deela join kami d klcc for lunch..(yg dbelanja oleh junior's parents..) da puas jalan2, kami g CM..after that, g makan kat kedai mamak..makan roti canai..nyum!! n kami dbelanja oleh deela plak..(kirenye byk jugakk makan free arini~hahaha)

then SABTU...hihi..eksaited sungguh sy di ari sabtu nie..byk ngat sbb..dr pagi, fetch che sue kat terminal seremban (dtg semata2 nak jupe kami..cyg che sue~)..around kol 10lebey, g klcc sbb plan ngan certain people nak jupe..punye laaa lambat budak2 nie, last2 me n che sue tggu kat secret recipe..baru laa encek izzal n cik fara dtg..

• me n che sue di secret recipe menunggu mereka..

but sy plak terpaksa berpisah ngan mereka sat sbb nak jumpa my very best friend..(5thn jugak laa tak jupa..eksaited laa jugak kann..apekan daya, si pakcik nie segan nak join budak2 japan nie..) 1st thing kami wat, kami g lunch(makan lagik? tadi kat secret recipe da makan..) memandangkan dia da kelaparan..so join je laa dia makan..lgpo0n die yg blanje =) after that, g jalan2 pusing satu klcc..tere kami, satu klcc kami da pusing, dr 1st floor until the last floor~ then sbb janji yg da tertunggak begitu lame, die ajak makan eskem..penin laa jugak nak carik kedai eskem kat klcc nie kann..last2 kami g makan eskem haagen dazs (sekali lagik, dia yg belanje..kenyang sy arini~) then die balik after makan eskem tu while sy join budak2 jad nie blk walaupo0n masih ade yg tak smp lagik..saba je laaa.. last2 kol 5, br aa kami semua berkumpul...sme skali 10 org ; me, che sue, izzal, fara, nida, azmir, hanum + pesot, maze n nagai..

• pesot, maze n izal..semangat tul mereka pilih makanan

• nida, fara (yg bz maen mazenye kamera), n hanum

• azmir n amirul..tensen duk ngan dorg..hahaha

mkn kat pizza hut dr kol 530 smp kol 730..lps bersurai, sy jupe my x-classmate ms d mrsmpc dulu kejap..6 thn kott tak jupe..huhu~ then balik seremban, malamnye g tgk midnite with 2 my senget uncle, my big bro, my sis, che sue, n shasha + 'boyfriend'nye (a.k.a her bro..suke2 ati je my uncle ckp her bro is her bf..huhu) lps tgk wayang, lepak n makan2 kat a&w..ni naseb je kuar ngan uncle2 nie..klu tak, jangan harap la nak melepak pagi2 bute..huhu..sungguh packed ari sabtu sy =)

ari ahad...da kne balik +_+ tammmoooooooo balikkkkk!! siyes perasaan tak puas duk mesia.. tp apekan daye...nak tanak, kne balik gakk T_T nway sempat laaa jupe my bestfriend, ain kat airport memandangkan die punye flight to ozzy po0n kol 930mlm..tak lame po0n kami berjupe..borak kejap jee..tak ilang rindu po0n +_+ blum sempat naek flight, sy da rindu family sy, rindu ain, rindu shasha, rindu chesue, rindu pakcik itu...tup2, lam flight sy menangis..haha..sengal tul~! da puas menanges, sy terlelap..huhu

ari senin..ape ade ngan ari senin? supposedly nakk g dai around tgh ari sbb smp dr narita pagi tu..but mengantuk giler laa..last2 terbabas tdo smp kol 4 ptg..then settle few things sat for the 'nite party'..hahaha~! nway, thanks yer kpd yg berkenaan sbb dtg..kurang sket rase homesick sy~ sungguhlaaaaa havoc biler bersama2 kamu nie..mcm2 cite tul biler ngan kamu2 nie..n not forgetting, to cik nabilla --> all da best dear..jgn risau, u can do it!! n dun forget, u always have us beside u!! chaiyokk~!! n again, thanks to all 4 lepak2ing n makan2ing...hihi..insyaAllah, ade mase kite jupe lagi ekkk..

p.s panjang tul sy membebel..sapa yg bace smp bawah nie, sy ucapkan thanks sbb sudi bace mende yg sy merapu nieee... n tatau knape, sy rase shiawase =P

sEbingkiS doA

Ya Allah, Seandainya telah Engkau catitkan dia milikku, tercipta buatku, satulah hatinya dengan hatiku, titipkan kebahagiaan antara kami...

Tetapi Ya Allah, seandainya telah Engkau takdirkan die bkn milikku, bawalah dia jauh dari pandanganku, luputkanlah dia dari ingatanku dan peliharalah daku dari kekecewaaan.

Serta Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku yg Amat Mengerti.. Berilah daku kekuatan, Sesungguhnya apa yg Engkau takdirkan adalah yang terbaik untukku..

Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin~

sy yakin dengan janji Allah bahawa sesiapa yg berdoa padanya, pasti akan termakbul~ Jika ini salah satu ujian dari-Nya, maka tabahkan lah hati sy ini..Keringkanlah airmata sy ini dr terus mengalir..Jauhkanlah kekecewaan ini..Sesungguhnya hanya pada Engkau tempat ku meminta pertolongan...(もう2年経ったのに、忘れるなんてまだ出来てない。苦しい～！新しい人と出会うようにずっと祈っている)