penin paLe dan sakit pale +_+

adekah giler tdo 13jam??
kol 7lebey (malam) smp 8lebey (pagi)
penin pale and tade mood..
aduhai~ lately siyes tade mood..
nk wat ape2 po0n tade mood +_+

nie smp2 lab je trus kne wat 実験(experiment)..
akibat semlm ponteng lab..
(membe lab siap kol sbb sensei nk suh wat jikken)
akibat isnin balik dr lab awal..
akibat sekarang 時期(time) yg sungguh bz~
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa T_T
(bz mcm style nk grad da jeee..)

skang tatau otak tgh pk ape..
sumtin wrong sumwhere..
tp tatau mane yg silapnye..
mood tade, perasaan nak ponteng lab byk giler..
adekah sy akan jadik giler?!
aiyakk!!~ what's wrong wit me??!!

perasaan makin tertekan!!
tertekan ngan mcm2 mende
yg kadang2 logik kadang2 tak..
tuk dijadikan alasan tekanan perasaan..
*tekanan perasaan sbb sy menahan perasaan tuk bershoppin aci dak??
hahahaha~!

tadi bile ckp ngan budak 4nensei
yg saye sakit pale..
die kate lately saye slalu ckp mcm tu..
hmmmmmmm..
doshite darou ne?!
nak g hospital, 保険(insurance) tade..
(jgn di診断 sy nie depressed cukup laa)
hahahaha..

biler umur meningkat nie kann..
terase semakin tertekan..
kerna kne wat decision sendri..
mase sambung master po0n..
sy byk dengar pandangan org laen..
harapkan sy nak wat decision??
mmg payah!
dan masalah ini makin menjadi2~
sbb sy tatau nak decide whether
nak duk jepun lagi(keje) or balik mesia..
seriyes tatau!
seriyes malas wat decision sbb sy tatau..
nie laa masalah makin menekan sy lately..

hrmm!!
Sy mahu wat 実験(experiment) tuk kali ke2 arini..
nway to cik nurfatihah, selamat pulang ke malaysia..
selamat menjalani hari yg bahagia itu..
(*sedeyh taleh g..sob sob)
selamat menjadi isteri yg solehah, taat pada suami k!
(*akan rindu pade cik fatihah ini nnt..)
and jua cik liana jua, selamat pulang ke malaysia~
selamat membuat 'persediaan' =P
(*sedeyh plak bile sme nak balik..)

*oh yer, ari isnin(4hb 2 08) aritu da ternyata kedudukan budak2 M1 ngan YPM skang mcm mane..alhamdulillah, insyaAllah tiada bond ant kami dengan YPM..cume klu kami nakkan YPM carikkan keje,insyaAllah mereka akan carikan keje tuk kami~ (sungguh tatau nak g seminar kerjaya or not bln 5 nnt..ke suh YPM je carikn keje??!)

mari kite bercerita

entah ape mimpi sy g dai (Univ) arini..
lam keadaan sy tau sensei xdtg
budak2 lab po0n daitai xdtg
knape ekk?
tetibe je time org laen tak dtg
sy datang dai~
on da way nak g tu, ade je perasaan mahu patah balik
hahahaha
tp pk, giler hape patah balik?!
jikken (experiment) kne wat!!
so pergi laa sy ke dai..

n entah ape mimpi saye lagi
balik2 dai trus buat apple crumble..
knape?? sbb mahu makan mende manis
(tak elok tak elok!)
n atas permintaan cik majoko~
sy letak resipi apple crumble..
senang n seswai d buat waktu malas..

• Bahan2 ;
• 6biji epal granny smith(ikut resepi laa kann..but sbb nihon nie apple besar2, maka saye gune 2biji epal..* mmg ske2 je wat resepi sendrik)
• 250g gula (2cwn n 1sudu teh)
• 200g tepung (1.5cups)
• 150g butter(*gune marjerin po0n bleh)
• serbuk cinnamon(sesuke ati.hihi)

• Cara2 ;
• Kupas kulit epal n potong dadu. Masak epal dalam periuk atas api dan masukkan 3/4 gula + cinnamon
• Kacau selalu dan tunggu smp da lembik..(smp air epal jadi pekat)
• Masukkan epal yg da lembik(kalu leh jangan ade air) lam bekas + tggu sejuk
• Tuk crumble : campurkan tepung + gula + butter (butter jgn cair ngat) lam bekas yg berlaenan..
  
• Uli guna tangan sampai tepung tak melekat kat tangan
  
• Panaskan oven(150℃). Tabur crumble yg da siap dalam bekas epal tadi(*jangan tekan crumble!)
• Masak dalam 30min(or sampai crumble masak keperang2an)
• Da siap!! ^_^v

Senang kannn?? Cube try! sungguh laa senang n seswai tuk org yg macam saye nie..malas nak masak..hehehe..and tuk cik majoko, try laa wat~ da jadik nnt kabarkan perkabaran pada sy yerr ^_^v pasti jadik nyee aa, xperlu risau..

*aiyakk, kelaparannnnnn~~ (*mahu makan nasikkk!!!hahaha) sok nak wat nasik lemak aaa kerna nasik lemak takyah gune ayam..(fyi, stock ayam kat umah nie da abes~ duit short so taleh bli ayam laei +_+) bunyi cam ape je kan..oh ye, mahu berkongsi sumtin..sy tau ade dkalangan kawan2 sy nie ade masalah ngan bahagian abdomen..ade satu tips, senang je.. sy dapat dr sape tah..tuk mengempiskan bahagian abdomen, slalu2 laa kempiskan perut and tahan selama 10saat(10 saat je kann)..dalam mase 10saat tu, try exhale(lepas nafas) beberapa kali n still kempiskan perut itu..dgr2 cite, sape yg wat secara intensive, ade kesan yg best ^_^ so kawan2, mari kite cuba~ (sy da 2ari wat..n sy wat time terigt je~ ngeh ngeh..sy nie tekitou na ningen desu f^^)
jap jap....ade budak2 cumil dtg ke umah sye kijap...hehehe
(*sape tah tulis kenyataan diatas =P nak tau sape budak2 cumil itu??mereka adelah fae, ah, liana, n wanie) mereka dtg katenye nak melawat sy =P so tochuu de sape tah maen ngan kom saye..time kaseh yer cik2 adek sbb dtg umah, komen danbou saye~ hahahaha

sayu~ (updated!)

hrmmm..semlm bukak utusan online~ (setelah sekian lame xbace surat kabar).. sy tertarik bace berita pasal sharlinie.. tau laa jugak sket2 pasal kehilangan sharlinie nie.. so bile tgh ari smlm, smbl lunch depan kOm sy po0n bace berita ttg sharlinie nie..bile bace tajuk die 'Selamat hari jadi Sharlinie, 21 hari kami merinduimu', tersentak jap...rase cam ade yg mencucuk jantung sy nie.. then bace berita die, tanpa dapat dtahan air mata sy mengalir..hihi, mcm budak2 plak..but seriyesly lately bile sumtin kecik ke, sumtin sedeyh ke, mesti sy cepat menanges(*sy bkn nanges pasal mende2 'bodo' tau..as example terigt kat 'die' ke..) makin tua, naluri keibuan(?) makin byk kott.. sy bygkan if sy jadi ibu sharlinie(yg baru je umur 28thn), mesti leh jadik giler..huhu..(*over reacted kah sy? =P) mesti org yg culik(?) tu cuak2 skang sbb proses pencarian secare meluas(andai kate d culik laa kann)..hopefully jgn dibunuh anak kecil tu tuk menutup kesalahan sendrik~ kenapa lately byk kes pasal budak2 yer? (silap aribln parents yg kne saman sbb cuai jage anak..adil ke mcm tu?anak hilang, saman p0n dapat..keji tul!!)

sO people out there, please bacekan yassin n doakan sharlinie slamat sentiase~ hanye itu pertolongan yg mampu kite buat..Allah Maha Mendengar, sO just yakin ape kite buat tu pasti Allah dengar..insyaAllah, Allah akan jaga Sharlinie walau di mana die berada =) ameen~ (maybe org akan kate 大げさ(kecoh2) sbb byk lagi kes sblm nie, tp knape time sharlinie nie br nak kecoh2(sy penah wat entry pasal adik nurin yg dbunuh sec kejam~)..but sy takkan kesah kate org sbb sy tau niat sy..mmg sharlinie bkn ade kaitan ngan saye..but still masih saudara seIslam..)

*antara sebab knape sy jua takut tuk pulang ke mesia..tak selamat sedangkan d japan nie, takkan ade yg kaco even balik tgh malam po0n..lg sethn 2bln nak balik mesia for go0d (insyaAllah), kne wat kokoro jyunbi(kokoro=hati, jyunbi=persediaan maka klu dtranslate straight dr perkataan jadilah persediaan hati.. ekeke) tuk pulang ke mesia..n sy tau, mane jauh sy pergi po0n mesia tetap mendapat tmpt d hati sy~

* UPDATED -> just nak kasi tau..sy tuka lagu~ sy maybe tak muak dgr lagu same but org laen maybe da muak smp da taleh dgr lagu tu..haha..sO have fun ngan lagu baru, izinkan ku pergi- kaEr.. (baru perasan cik majoko po0n tuka lagu kat blog die..) oh ye, lagu nie amatlahh sedeyh!!

そばにいるね

Lagu : Soba ni iru ne by Thelma Aoyama feat. SoulJa



※Anata no koto, watashi wa ima demo omoitsuzukete iruyo
ikura toki nagareteyukou to, I'm by your side baby itsudemo
So, donna ni hanarete iyou to,
Kokoro no nakadewa itsudemo isshou ni iru kedo samishindayo
So baby please tada hurry back hOme※

△Baby boy, atashi wa koko ni iruyo dokomo ikazu ni matteruyo
You know dat I love you dakara koso shinpai shinakutte iindayo
Donna ni tooku ni itemo kawaranai yo kono kokoro
iitai koto wakaru deshou? Anata nO koto matteru yo△

[SoulJa]
nn na koto yori omae no hou ga genki ka? Chantou meshi kutteru ka
chikusho, yappa ienee ya..mata kondo okuru yo ore kara no letter

[Thelma Aoyama]
sugisatta toki wa modosenai keredo chikaku ni itekureta kimi ga koishii no
dakedo anata to no kyori ga tooku naru hodo ni isogashikumisete ita
atashi nigeteta no
dakedo me wo tojiru toki nemurou tosuru toki nigekirenaiyo anata no koto
omoidashite wa hitori naiteta no
(Repeat ※ and △)

[SoulJa]
Fukiyo na ore tooku ni iru kimi, Tsutaetai kimochi sono mama iezu ni
Kimi wa icchimatta, Ima jya nokosareta kimi wa album no naka

[Thelma Aoyama]
Album no naka osameta omoideno,
Hibi yori nanigenai hitotoki ga ima jya koishii no
And now　anata kara no denwa machizuzukete ita
Keitai nigirishimenagara nemuri ni tsuita
Dokomo ikanaiyo koko ni iru keredo
Mitsumeaitai anata no sono hitomi
Nee, wakaru desho? Atashi matteru yo

(Repeat △)

[SoulJa]
Ore wa dokomo ikanai yo koko ni iru keredo, Sagashi tsuzukeru anata no kao
Your egao ima demo sawaresou datte, Omoinagara te wo nobaseba kimi wa

(Repeat ※×2)

作詩：Soulja・青山テルマ 作曲：Soulja

※あなたのこと　私は今でも思い続けているよ
いくら時流れて行こうと　I'm by your side baby いつでも
So,　どんなに離れていようと
心の中ではいつでも一緒にいるけど　寂しいんだよ
So baby please　ただ hurry back home※

△Baby boy　あたしはここにいるよ　
どこもいかずに待ってるよ
You know dat I love you　だからこそ　心配しなくていいんだよ
どんなに遠くにいても変わらないよこの心
言いたい事わかるでしょ? あなたのこと待ってるよ△

[SoulJa]
んなことよりお前の方は元気か? ちゃんと飯食ってるか?
ちくしょう、やっぱ言えねぇや
また今度送るよ　俺からのLetter

[青山テルマ]
過ぎ去った時は戻せないけれど　近くにいてくれた君が恋しいの
だけど　あなたとの距離が遠くなる程(ほど)に　忙しくみせていた
あたし逃げてたの
だけど　目を閉じる時　眠ろうとする時　逃げきれないよ　あなたの事
思い出しては　一人泣いてたの
(※く、△くり返し)

[SoulJa]
不器用な俺　遠くにいる君, 伝えたい気持ちそのまま言えずに　
君は行っちまった, 今じゃ残された君はアルバムの中

[青山テルマ]
アルバムの中　納（おさ）めた思い出の
日々より　何げない一時が　今じゃ恋しいの
And now　あなたからの電話待ち続けていた
携帯にぎりしめながら眠りについた
どこも行かないよ　ここにいるけれど
見つめ合いたいあなたのその瞳
ねぇわかるでしょ?　わたし待ってるよ

(△くり返し)

[SoulJa]
俺はどこも行かないよ　ここにいるけれど　探し続けるあなたの顔
Your 笑顔　今でも触れそうだって思いながら手を伸ばせば　君は

(※くり返し×2)

* sy suke dengar ini lagu~ kesinambungan lagu blog sy nie - koko ni iru yo~ klu dengar 1st time, mesti rase same je lagu soba ni iru ne ngan koko ni iru yo ^ _^v tp klu da dgr byk kali, tau lagu nie laen sket..cume part chorus die je yg same..nak update blog nie tatau nak tulis ape so upload lagu laa..huhu..(fyi, sy mmg ske dgr lagu yg same berulang kali dan tak muak2 sy dgr~ =P) sO slamat mendengar lagu nie =)

*oh ye, last week kami(dak2 tokai) wat nabe+takoyaki same2..setelah sekian lame tak jupe mereka2 nie.. makan kenyang tak hengatnye laa..best2! then lepak borak2 smp 3pagi..kadang2 smp part bincang pasal gigi..tade keje kann kami2 nie? then ahad kuar ngan sarah..(tteiuka, sarah teman sy g bli kasut tuk dguna ari senin..) knape nak gune ari senin? sbb senin sy kne jage exam dr pg smp petang..so memandangkan kasut hitam yg saye ade ade lah high heel 3 1/2 inci maka sy kne bli kasut..haha~

* sy juaa dilanda kesedeyhan sbb semlm cik BELLA msg sy bagitau tpt die turun salji...waaaaaa, nape tokai tak turun salji????!! down down +_+

mengenang tag cik majoko~ hehe

1. the m0st recent picture of u

When was this taken?
++ mase zemi gakubusei..(tade keje laa nie) ++
Who took it?
++ antara kami ber2..saye kot(x igt ngat) ++
Where was it taken?
++ lam bilik zemi..huhu ++

2. a pictuRe of u making peace sign

++ sme org wat peace tau~ hahaha ++
Is this picture in colour?
++ ade ke gamba tak kaler zaman skang?haha++
Are your nails painted in the picture?
++ saye tak ske paint nails sy..(or lebey tepat, tade mase nak paint2 nail nie) ++

3. A picture with your friend.

Who are you with?
++ wit suhi, ayut, syikin n maze++

4. A picture of u in a weird/rand0m place

where were u?

++ dalam gua d enoshima.. (weird laa kot sbb tatau reason masuk gua nie..haha) ++

who took dis picture?
++ encek maze, friend of us ++

5. a picture of u in black and white

Did you edit this picture to black and white or did you take it like that?
++ hahaha mmg edit laa~ penah amik gamba black n white cume gamba tade lam kom nie ++
Do you like black and white or color pictures better?
++ prefer colour but sumtime menarik jugak black n white nie ++

6. a picture of you hair up or spike up
++ tiadaaa ++
Do you like your spike up?
++ tah, tak penah try.. ++
Is it in a ponytail, pigtails, etc.?
++ sudah bilang tak penah try..haha ++

7. y0ur weird face
++ tak jupe lagi gamba..haha ++
Is your face more funny or just straight up scary?
++ bile da upload nnt sy ckp yer ++

8. A picture of y0u wearing black
completely black..wit oleen..eh black(me) and white(oleen) aa

9. A picture of u weAring rEd

@ malaysia nite, kinshichou~

10. A picture of y0u wEaring gReen

++ nie je yg ade~ ade gaye perempuan melayu bkn terakhir dak?hehe ++

11. A pictuRe of y0u with y0ur hAlloween coStume
++ tiadaa ++

12. A picture of yOu with y0ur mOuth opEn

why is y0ur mouth opEn?
++ saje wat2 konon nyeee takut laa kann nak naek tower of terror nie ^_^v ++

*akhirnye da slamat satu tag..sori yer cik majoko sbb lambat gilers babes wat~ kadang2 terlupe ade tag nak kne wat..huhu~ plus sungguh laa susah nak carik gamba coz gamba2 nie po0n yg latest one, ade lam usb and kom lab~ n harus ke nak tag org? toriaezu, sy mahu tag kakyin(sbb slalu tag sy), cik petihah (saje2 nak kasi hapdet fp die), cik bella (sbb kadang2 die rajin walaupo0n die bz)..n enough!! da tatau mahu tag sape..huhu.. nway cik majOko, have fun ngan gamba yg tak seberapa niee ^_^

** You break my heart into thousand of pieces and so u just said it is because i deserve better?** - sOooo0o0o0O damn rite! haha

sy knE tag olEh kakyiN

Name one person who made you laugh last night?
++ ade ke? tak hengatlaa..maybe my friend,encek rodeng and encek pija laa kot ++

* What were you doing at 0800?
++ tdo lagik.. ++

* What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
++ makan apple crumble ++

* What happened to you in 2006?
++ 2006?hmm, lepas exam tuk masuk master ++

* What was the last thing you said out loud?
++ 'aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..' kot ++

* How many beverages did you have today?
++ not to0 many I think..sbb sy tak ske air..haha ++

* What was the last thing you paid for?
++ mkn2 kat pier39 semlm ++

* Where were you last weekend?
++ last weekend? semlm laa kan? rehat2 di umah ++

* What color is your front door?
++ putih maybe..huhu ++

* Where do you keep your change?
++ lam purse..klu 500yen syiling, simpan lam tabung..opss ++

*What’s the weather like today?
++ sejukkkkk~ ngan mizore(cam salji tp bkn..huhu) ++

* Are you over the age of 25?
++ erkk..not yet.. muda lagi..hehe ++

* Do you know anyone named Steven?
++ enggak ++

* Do you make up your own words?
++ aa..xphm..buat ayat sendri? of coz laa kan?haha..but sy mmg ske wat ayat2 pelik ++

* Are you a jealous person?
++ sunnguh n teramat laa jeles but skang nie tade sape tuk djeleskan =P ++

* Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’?
++ ain jauhari-my bestfwen ++

* Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’.
++ khairul izham-my bestfwen to0 ++

*What and when is your sweet memory that you are not forgotten?
++ to0 many..2004- jupe seseorg, 2007-sy 'jatuh tangge' as i thought i will never fall again + latest one my family dtg ++

*If you are given a chance to turn back the time, where were you?
++ 2004..to correct things back ++

* Who’s the first person on your received call list?
++ unknown --> encek danial ++

*What does the last text message you received say?
++ otsukare sama..sakki wa chotto bla bla bla... dr labmate ++

* Do you have curly hair?
++ tak curly..ikal mayang kot(sape tah kate ikal mayang) ++

*Where’s the next place you’re going to?
++ planning nak g travel april nie..insyaAllah klu ade rezeki..tpt? rahsiaaa ++

*Who’s the rudest person in your life?
++ sy xske amik kesah ngan org..so if ade yg rude ngan saye, sy xingat ++

*What was the last thing you ate?
++ apple crumble..nyum~ ++

*Will you get married in the future?
++ of course..the time will come ++

*What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?
++ past 2weeks??ape ekk? aaaaa cite narnia but xtgk abes lagi ++

*Is there anyone you like right now?
++ is it a must-to-answer question?? ade kedo ++

*When was the last time you did the dishes?
++ tgh ari td after lunch ++

*Are you currently depressed?
++ depressed kah saya? kadang2 je kot! tensi kne g lab sokmo ++

*Did you cry today?
++ erm..nope..lately da tade nanges2..強くなっちゃった ++

*Why did you answer and post this?
++ sbb da kne tag ngan kakyin..wat sblm tdo ++

*Nak tembak sape erk??
++ tammo tembak sape2..haha ++

hurmm

siyes tade idea nak tulis ape..
tapi rase nak update blog..
bleh tak?

erm, weekend nie tak kuar mane po0n
da laa ponteng ken9 ari sabtu
bangun2 je da penin pale..
so tak jadi pegi lab..
duk lepak2, maen kom
then malam tetibe ade org ajak g makan kat pier39
so memandangkan mmg tade keje
maka kuarlaa sy..
wahhhhh sejuknyee duniaaaaaaa~~~~
walaupon duk lam umah same je sejuk..huhu
lepak2 kat pier39 smp kol 11gurai
balik2 trus tdo..

ari ahad plak, sungguh ketiadaan keje
try wat apple crumble
bahan da bli da aritu
so wat je laa
hasilnye...jeng jeng jengamacam? dr gaye nampak cam apple crumble dak?
hahaha..
rase po0on not bad tauu..
sonok2 sebab da ade mende slaen cheesecake, muffin, cakes,pudding yg leh sy wat ^_^
tp kerna sy nie mmg tatau nak baget
maka, apple crumble nie akan jadik dessert
arini, sok, luse dan sampai laa ia abes..haha
pasni nak try masak ape plak ek?

*alamak..kakyin nye tag xwat lagi
nnt sy wat yer kakyin..hehe